I went to a Warhammer shop to start collecting a new army. Unknown to me they were having a big open day with discounts. For some reason they did not have the army I wanted in their store so said they would send me to the store that did sell it. They then flew me to Ukraine and deposited me there. I had to get involved in military training but it was in a picturesque mountain setting. I was trained with one other recruit who was my ex girlfriend (who I still on my wine a lot, as I ruminate about what I perceive as hypocrisy and double standards she bought to the relationship. I do however miss the good times and sexual openness and exploration with her). I did not feel any suprise to see her there. Part way through the training I had to get changed in to my army clothing. I couldn't find my boots though and the trainer was getting annoyed with me. We saw paratroopers training. They were learning to parachute out of impractically low flying helicopters. In the end we found out we would be working as spies in Germany, a neutral country. (For your information I associate Germany with sexual freedom)
Your dream seems to be filled with a blend of vivid imagery and deep symbolism, drawing from various aspects of your waking life, including personal relationships, interests, and subconscious thoughts. Here's a detailed interpretation of the elements present in your dream:
Warhammer Shop and Open Day: This could symbolize your desire for new beginnings or exploring new ventures. The Warhammer army collection signifies a structured hobby or passion. The open day and discounts might represent unexpected opportunities or the universe presenting you with favorable circumstances.
Absence of Desired Army: The store not having the army you want may indicate feelings of dissatisfaction or the struggle to find exactly what you're looking for in life. This could relate to personal goals, relationships, or self-discovery.
Traveling to Ukraine: Being flown to Ukraine unexpectedly represents a journey into unknown or unexpected territory. Ukraine, especially with the current geopolitical context, might symbolize conflict, challenge, or engaging with something larger than oneself. The picturesque setting suggests that amidst challenges, there is beauty and serenity to be found.
Military Training: This portion of the dream suggests preparation and discipline. It could be reflective of a situation in your waking life where you feel you need to 'train' or prepare yourself, possibly emotionally or professionally, for future endeavors.
Training with Ex-Girlfriend: Seeing your ex-girlfriend as a fellow recruit indicates unresolved issues or emotions related to the past relationship. The military setting might highlight a need for resolution or understanding, especially with the mention of perceived hypocrisy and double standards versus the good times and openness you shared. This suggests a subconscious desire to reconcile these conflicting feelings.
Missing Boots and Trainer's Annoyance: Losing your boots and feeling pressured by the trainer might reflect feelings of vulnerability or being unprepared in certain aspects of your life. It can signify a fear of failure or a lack of readiness for upcoming challenges.
Paratroopers Training: This scene could symbolize the risk and precision required in aspects of your current life. Parachuting from low-flying helicopters implies taking calculated risks or jumping into situations with potential danger but believing in your ability to handle them.
Spies in Germany: Working as a spy signifies uncovering secrets or hidden aspects of yourself or others around you. Germany as a setting represents freedom, particularly related to your own views on sexuality, suggesting a personal journey or mission related to intimacy, freedom, or truth.
In summary, your dream appears to weave together elements of exploration, preparation, unresolved past issues, and a journey towards self-discovery and freedom. It may be urging you to address outstanding conflicts, prepare for upcoming challenges, and embrace the uncertainties of new paths with courage and openness. This dream emphasizes reconciling with the past while gearing up for future adventures both in personal and professional realms.